To join or not? Lakbay Pinoy is the theme for the Vision Petron contest this year. And yesterday, the Vision Petron group came to our school and launched this. I got lucky for attending the launching, I got a souvenier! Haha! At first, I wasn't really intending to join, but yesterday after the launching, it kept on going over and over in my head wether to join or not. But there's a part of me, deep inside me that I want to join. But the other part of me says I shouldn't, because in my head, I'm thinking,maybe my entree will not be as good as the others, my works won't be appreciated or noticed, or I simply just can't do it.
I always wanted to join Art contests, I always look up to those students in AUP that joins this contest, and they get fortunate that they even got a price! I'm already in my second year college and I still have not experienced this kind of things, and if you look back, when I was in my freshmen year, I told myself I would join when I turn second year, but there's something hindering me, I'm thinking I lack the skill to join this contest. So you might think that I'm such a pessimistic person, but I'm trying to change that attitude of mine. Honestly, I still can't decide. I still have no idea what category should I join, if in painting, I still have no idea what to paint. I hope God will help me and give me ideas, I will update you on monday! ciao!